It’s officially been a week since I got to Sevilla!
This week has been amazing, tiring, and overwhelming. It’s one thing to stare at photos and to wonder at the places I’d be, but it’s a totally different thing to be here. Truly.
When I thought about the ways I’d describe my first week here, the word that immediately came to mind was “uncomfortable.” I got sort of embarrassed, because I don’t think negatively of my week so far. Far from that!
But there’s no way around the fact that “uncomfortable” es el mejor manera para decir que there’s a lack of comfort. It’s hard to talk about this more without first digressing to talk about my study abroad program…
The CASA Sevilla Program (!)
The CASA–a.k.a the Consortium for Advanced Studies Abroad–Program is (as the name states) a consortium hosted by multiple American universities. There are about 35 of us this semester, each one from the University of Pennsylvania, Harvard, Vanderbilt, or Cornell. Some of the basic facets of the program include…
La Universidad de Seville
We’re all enrolled at the University of Seville, which begins classes February 5th. US is a public Spanish university; as so, all our classes are in Spanish. We’re also currently enrolled in about 8-10 classes, but by the time that we narrow down classes (within the next week or so) we’ll be taking 3 classes at the university. Further, everyone is also enrolled en una facultad, which is basically a college within the university.
- Mine is la facultad de historia e geografía, which is basically the college for humanities. I’ll be straying from hotel administration this semester and taking some classes in sociology, ethnology, and anthropology!
Housing
We stay in home stays, each of which are in different neighborhoods or barrios of Sevilla. Because of this, we live with families, each of which are different, too. Most of us have roommates who are also students from the program.
- I live in an awesome apartment in El Centro, which is one of the most central barrios of the city. My home stay family has María, our host mom, Juan, our host brother, and Rocio, our host sister. Our home stay family is amazing! They’ve been so incredibly kind and have helped us so much with correcting us when we say something incorrect or can’t think of a word.
- Us=my roommate Sal and I! Sal es mi compañera aquí and is also from Cornell. She’s so cool and I’m so lucky to have her as a roommate.
- One of the aspects of this is that it’s less easy to be in a bubble of English and less easy to remain a tourist. It’s harder to only use English when you have to use it at dinner, when you have to use it to socialize with nearly all the people around you.
The CASA Center
The CASA center is sort of our main hub. In addition to classes at the university, we also take 2 classes at the center. One class is called Más Allá de los Estereotipos, which we’ve already started. It’s a class that’s designed to encourage us to become more than just tourists. It’s part of the reason we are in home stays, and because of it, we will also get involved with local community organizations. The other class is one of three that we choose. The three include one about Spanish history, Spanish and Latin American trans-atlanticism, and Spanish nationalism and autonomy.
- Más Allá de los Estereotipos has been having us do projects in which have to explore, research, and report on different neighborhoods of Sevilla. Through it, we’ll also be judged on our linguistic improvement, for which we will also have mentor groups to ask questions and research.
- The center provides us with multiple resources, and is where we’ve been spending a good chunk of our time. We take classes there to introduce us to what we’ll be doing this semester in our 2 center classes and to encourage us to get into the city. The classes that we take now are also meant to prepare us for our actual university, which will all be in Spanish.
Back to this past week…
You thought that you were okay at Spanish. That was, until you overheard a conversation…of which you understood…maybe a fifth? (Andalusian accents are a REAL THING, I am still getting used to them.)
You thought that you were good at navigating. That was, until you realized that the streets here are…not quite…linear? That there are multiple names for what might appear to be one long street. And until you can use cellphone data, you’re alone and spending time with a map.
You thought that you could buy some toothpaste in a pharmacy without much of glitch. That is, until the pharmacist had to explain to you in Spanish that wait, are you sure you want to buy that? because see, look, it’s actually the glue to put dentures on…oh. oh, wait this isn’t tooth paste? no? no, okay, okay, thank you, that’s fine, sí, voy a tomar esto, gracias, muchas gracias. (Yes, this happened. Shame. Shame, shame, shame. ¡Que vergüenza!)
You thought that you might not miss your family as much as you do. Because even as much as you dreamed about being abroad, ~in the unknown~, doing cool things, they’re still the ones you wish were there to see it all with you, and who, out of all the people, deserve to be the ones eating tapas and drinking some tintos (mom) and some cervezas (dad).
You thought that you were someone who felt confident standing alone in a crowd of people. That is, again, until you remember that when someone yells “fuego,” you’d still yell “fire.”
I am still a stranger. I am living in someone else’s house. In another people’s country. Still trying on a tongue that is not mine and trying to fit into a culture that is even less mine.
But as with most things…
This past week has still been filled with great firsts.
- Hey, I came to Europe for the first time on my own!
- I ordered my own drinks for Sal and I in Spanish and at a loud bar! (We split a gin and tonic. Fue muy buena.)
- I already feel like I’m improving in my Spanish
- I already feel at least somewhat familiar with a good deal of the city!
- I realized that I am surrounded by so many incredible people who are all in the same boat. I’m so excited to become better friends with everyone in the program.
- I’m so excited to hopefully make some Universidad de Sevilla friends!
‘Til the next post,
Gabi
p.s.: here are some photos 🙂